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yo yo

well.....lifes gotten better.....livin it up i guess u can say.....nuthins rlly xcitin.....well last week i went 2 a party a cynthias house n it wuz mad fun! it wuz a grad party 4 her bro n spendin the nite hangin out wit like a bunch of 17 n 18 yr olds is very interestin espeacially when there alcohol involved .......lets juss say my new buddy cadda cant hold is liquor well lol.....we stayed up till like 5 am n sat by the fire all nite....burned stuff...lol i learned when u meet sum1 from otisville the first thing they ask u is if ur pyro....idk y.....but ok i can dig it.......the day after that party me n cyn were up at like 10 am gettin ready 4 her party....not alot of ppl but it wuz mad fun.....n i met sum kl ppl...n i met a kid named kenny who wuz totally AWSEM!!! he wuz liek a god....n i get props cuz i think he liked me 2.....n u kno the eyebrow thing guys do...man u cant even xplain that its juss like OH EM GEE....yeaa me and anji had a convo on how guys do the eyebrow thing n u cant xplain it w/o doin it urself.....so yeaa......

this past weekend i babysat wit my cuz brianna n chelle.....it wuz mad fun hangin out wit my lil cuz's rocco n jerome.....n it paid off....literally.....i think after the partyt raquel wuz a lil tipsy cuz she gavce us all 50$$ i wuz liek holy shyt ...n she wuznt even gonna pay chelle......man that wuz so much fun...i mean think bout it......lvein 3 grls alone while the kids are asleep wit a computer a cotton canday machine 3 bags of popcorn red bull n chocolate....nuff said am i rite? yeaa.....so that wuz fun......well thats rlly all goin on in my life.....durin the week im mad bored...

well w/e

--late

jess

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heyy...........

well lifes sucked more then usual lately.....ok lets start off bout......3 weeks ago.........i wuz gonna break up wit nick cuz we nvr c eachother.....well he convinced me wed hang out more since summer wuz comin up.........but then danni told me that nick had got alcohol poisonin 1 nite wit his friends n i guess james told her that........well i took it up wit nick n we got in a fite n i rlly shulda juss kept my mouth shut i mean it bothers me that he wuz drinkin but like....it ruined alot......then james broke up wit6 danni n i had 2 put up with that 2........so i said i wuz srry 2 nick but things seemed diff.....like he didnt talk 2 me as openly as usual.......fri nite i slept over chelles....

on sat chelle dressed me up like her n i met 1 of joses friends.....i knew he wuz in2 me but i didnt like him like that..........he asked me where i got my awsem eye color from n if i wuz a virgin n if i had a bf n if i wuz commited...........well i wuz till l8r nick broke up wit me......n im still so confused n i juss dont get it.....n i guess im not commited nemore......

well then mon i went 2 skool n talked 2 jianna who helped but then i started cryin............n i had 2 take my french test.........

tuesday i had 2 take my earth science regents test.........wo0o0o fun............

wed wuz our last day...........i went hoem then chelle had me go get my nails done wit her then we went 2 her house 2 get ready....then my mother came over n started bitchin so i told her not 2 touch me n that i can do my own hair n she had no cule wut she wuz doin.........so i wuz like wtf then she walked out n said ill lve u the camera im goin home n i iddnt give a shyt....then my dad called me n cursed me out n told me theres sumthin rong with me cuz of everythin i said 2 her n im a spoiled brat n that nite meant alot 2 her n i shuldntve gone 2 chelles.........so he pretty much ruined my nite...........n i dint have fun when i got 2 the dance but liek an hr l8r it wuz ok........n lmao all these puertorican grls were watchin me n danni grindin n they were like damn didnt kno dem white grls culd do that! then it wuz over n every1 wuz cryin n all that shyt............

thurs........i got a lil talk of how ima primadona n im spoiled......n the same old shyt cuz evertythings my fault.......

fri nite i went 2 the yankees game wit katey n it wuz sooooo much fun! like all fun ive had this summer so far......the yankees won n there wuz this rlly hot kid there....but i dont have the guts 2 talk 2 him then in the middle of the game he left.....then after the game we didnt lve cuz there wuz soo much traffic so we chilled in the parkin lot...i stood on top of this platform where u can park n screamed yankees rule at the tp of my lungs n a fat guy started jumpin up n down screamin o yes! then we started talkin 2 these ppl gettin in their car n i think they thought i wuz high.....but it wuz funny.........then while sittin in traffic enny wuz yellin at ppl in cars next 2 us...........we thought we were gonna get shot! gd lord! well i didnt get home till 2 am but it wuz fun! n we mite do it again n get seats by 3rd baseline....but its mad expensive.........

sat went 2 the palisades wit chelle.......few cute guys....ran round there like rejects till we ran out of cash.........then my cuz had a grad dinner/gmas bday party.........n then my rents went out 4 a few hrs..........yeaa..........

sun did nuthin mon did nuthin

2day i worked all day n made 25$$ n idc rlly........n im still depressed..................urgh when will the madness end.........?

well this is a longass story but in short i h8 life it sucks im a miserable reck n idk if im even gonna make it 2 HS......now i dont even kno.............

                                                                             ~miss murder

man its been a while YO YO!!!

well these past few weeks, days, however long its been.....well on the may 31st  we did that play....twice in 1 day may i add! yeaa were gd! yeaa so it wuz a total hit!! i felt soo proud....n my roses r still alive n now theyre turnin black its mad kl!

so 2day not much happened.....we took our state soc studies exam....so i missed periods 1&2 means i didnt c scali thank god! so i didnt c her 4 3 days cuz tues she wuz absent then yesterday test n 2day test.........im havin a gd week....mayb shell keel over or sumthin.....but y bother i put up with her all yr wuts.....4 more full days....? even tho shes hte only teacher still teaching!!!ugh

so in math we took 40 mins answerin 14 true/false questions.....wut a nice waste of time....i didnt pay much attention......-_-

french weve been watchin holes....so thats kl i just listen 2 my cd player with my new AFI cd!!!!! :D then danni ditched me n jeff......so we were mad bored......n 2morrows my speaking test......ill probly do mad gd tho......

we were forced 2 g2 lunch 2day cuz ms monkashs class is doin final projects n she says they dont pay enuf attention 2 their work (katelyn) but wtf katelyn can just fail she dont wanna do her work neway.....

in english were doin poems.....how sad is it that iot takes us 46 mons 2 read 2 poems cuz ms wilson nvr shuts up....n yesterday we made concrete poems n mine wuz in the shape of fire....cuz im nice like that

soc studies we watched the end of lilo n stich 2 mr horlers nice

n in health we talked bout pot........then talked 4 the end of the per........

yeaa skools been ez lately.....

peace

~*jess*~

~*Miss Murder*~

omg..........yesterday wuz terrible..........

ok well 2 start off i wuz still not allowed 2 g2 the movies with nick danni and james but w/e i got over that real fast......

i got 2 skool and dannis sittin there and wuz tellin me how her mom wont let her b a techie nemore so im like wtf?! so now......she says ''and this mornin i took 8 advil''.....i thought it would help im like WTF?!?!?!?!? I TOLD U NVR 2 DO THAT AGAIN!!!!! so shes like ''dont worry im fine im just sleepy now.......but i wont g2 sleep ill b ok blah blah blah i wont take  nemore......''

so by french i wuz like.....yeaa ok shes probly ok....i get in2 class and i give her a note and shes like ''i cant read it its 2 blurry'' so im like here use my glasses and shes like ''no that wont help its cuz i took more advil''........im liek ur fuckin kiddin me......how much more did u take..........''idk bout 14 more.......not includin the 8 i took this mornin......'' so im just pissed as hell and at first i wuz liek ok well ul b fine ur just a lil high....and her and me switched shoes 4 1 reaon or another so i got her chered vans....just 1 shoe tho and my adio.....well shes sittin there and me massi and jeff were like ok.....danni wuts ur locker combo.........and shes like ''idk......'' and were like u switched locks with chelsea wuts ur combo ''i think it has a 4 in it......'' which # is the 4??? ''i wont tell u unless u put the glasses on me!!!!!'' ok u got them wuts ur combo?? ''20-14-4''  ok.....so i told jeff imma go get the advil cuz it wuz gettin way out of hand then..... so shes like ''omg jessilyn r u going 2 bring me my cookies!!!?!?!''  so im just tryin 2 go along with it and im like yeaa the cookies from the cookie jar........ so then i couldnt get in her locker so jeff goes and tried he cant get in it either......were like now we gotta wait 4 her 2 get it open and imma steal the advil.......and jeff wuz gonna dump em sumwhere.......so i get back in the class and dannis like '' lets play the penis game!!!!'' where u c who can scream penis the loudest......so im playin just 2 amuse her and then im liek danni play it urself and in the middle of french every1 else is watchin a gay movie and she just screams at the top of her lungs ''PENIS!!!'' im srry but u cant help but laugh......

so were walkin in the hall jeff and massi holdin her im walkin bhind tryin 2 make sure she dont fall and all of a sudden courtney comes up 2 her and goes '' WTF IS UR PROBLEM I TOLD U NOT 2 TAKE NEMORE!!!'' and danni just colapses and im like courtney wtf u dont do that u c she cant stand!!!! so dannis just like on the floor jeff and massi trin 2 get her up and im yellin at courtney......so we get 2 her locker and i stole the advil and jeff took it cuz he didnt want us 2 get caught with it.........so then anjio came and i xplained 2 her then i ditched them 2 g2 lunch so i could g2 ms monkash's class.............

so i get 2 6th and im talkin 2 chelle and shes liek they took danni away........margie and cathy tola a monitor who told mrs davis who told mrs wit.....shes in the nurses and theyre gonna call her mom..........i wuz liek fuck!.........i shouldve stayed.......so im so worried bout her and all the rumors r flyin everywhere....so after 7th im goin 2 health.....and i c ray just hysterical cryin in the hallway i run up 2 her and me and saba r like mg raina r u ok?!?! wut happen calm down r u ok........so we took her 2 the bathroom and and shes cryin and sabas like u dont hafta g2 class we can skip and she just starts cryin more bein like no i hafta no!! that rong! and so saba went 2 senora cortez class and told her that ray wuz in the bathroom sick and shes like well u better get 2 class cuz u and the other grl(meaning me) r skipping! and ill get a monitor 2 get raina.......so ray told me danni got sent 2 the hospital.....and the guidence told ehr and massi her moms gettin sued and mite lose custody and shes goin 2 the happy house.........so im like omg.......i knew i couldnt cry in front of ray.......it wuz so bad.......

so we got in class and miss parzero knew we were with raina and she left and didnt tell the other teacher so shes like ''so miss parzero sai it wuzx ok 4 u 2 hang in the bathroom?!?! i dont think so'' so i wuz so pissed and i just sat down and broke down and wuz hysterical.....so then she let me g2 the bathroom and cathy came liek 3 mins l8r 2 ask me wut happen...so i almost made her cry 2................so we got back and every1 wuz liek omg wtf dannis just tryin 2 get attention wtf is her problem so i just had 2 move away from every1............the only 1 i didnt mind wuz cathy..........so i left 5 mins b4 and i get chelle and rays sittin next 2 senora cortez still hysterical so we left and found massi and kayla and chelle and massi went 2 caldwells class and me and kay went 2 get a snack and al of a sudden like all of us broke down again at the same time........

so we get outside and i find john and im just cryin in his arms sayin dannis in the hopsital idk if shes ok its all my fault i shouldve stayed with her!!! so then all these monitors like were tryin 2 wuts rong so ppl were jus liek shes ok she dont need help........so i got on the bus and i wuz sittin next 2 katey and im just cryin liek hell and then the fuckin bus monitor made me move so i wuz sittin by myself and by the time we got 2 monhagen i didnt think i could cry nemore.......then ms monkash wuz talkin 2 us and i wuz like hysterical again..............so we still had 2 go on with rehersal.....i mean it wuz bad i relized i had her shoe and when i showed it 2 every1 they started cryin again!

so then during rehersal i tried callin nick over and over again but didnt get no signal........so after i called him and told him 2 give me james # i had 2 tell him bout danni...........i guess it wuz his old cell # cuz it didnt work.......

so were drivin home and dannis calls me and shes liek '' hi!'' like nuthin happened and im like where r u ........... ''im at the mall with james'' i wuz lie wtf.......i guess they let her out the hospital and shyt.....and they tested her but they said shes not crazy and dont need 2 g2 the happy house............so idk.......i wuz rlly pissed she wuz at the mall tho.......i havent talked 2 her yet......

i need 2 call her

~*j vengeance*~

yo yo............

well..........practice is mad overwhelming..........weve got 3 more rehersals then 2 shows in 1 day.........omg......im h8in all of this so bad.......

well 2day i got mad pissed cuz jianna wuz liek well i cant make it 2 like 3 more rehersals i think ill just quit i wuz like thank god.......im rlly startin 2 h8 sum ppl and ppl i always h8ed im startin 2 c eye 2 eye with......sad huh?  i swear 2 god.......and i been spendin all lunch 2 help with shyt so by 6pm im like dead........so 2day we had i had 2 finish stapling the fabric 2 the back of the bifolds which r like 10 ft high and even with me on a chair i cant get up 2 the top its like omfg ur kiddin.... ooo and since we still had 1 snow day left the board of ed gave us that day back 2 us...which is sooo great *says sarcastically* so we lost a day there......and 2day the sets went 2 monhagen and we got our crap back in pieces the hole screen that u covered in fabric wuz a nice and all the fabric wuz torn off it so i had 2 re staple it....i got blisters from the staple gun cuz ts mad hard 2 use.......but now mr hull calls me staple gun grl cuz im the only 1 allowed 2 use it..........

o and so many ppl r pissin me off sooooo bad........

#1 jaran: thinks hes so badass and is in charge of us...ew hes a techie and has no say and he needs 2 stay away from me and needs 2 stay away from danni and needs 2 calm the hell down.....

#2 matt b.: he rlly needs 2 calm down and stop talkin we always get in trouble cuz hes talkin and he givesd me a headache and when we bring him home he needs 2 wear a frikken seatbelt cuz hes annoyin and i dont want my mom gettin a ticket cuz of him....

#3 katelyn and matt: OMFG everytime u turn around theyre makin out its liek cmon no1 wants 2 c that its nasty as hell

#4 brianna: we may b family but she thinks she 2 gd 4 this and 2day she took my necklace and made off with it and if she dont bring it back 2morrow imma curse her out cuz im pissed

#5 suzan: she thinks shes miss princess and no1 likes her neway and she needs 2  lay off michelle just cuz she likes jose and she kno she cant have him cuz chelle goes out with him and shes just a fat whore who needs 2 tuck her fat in her shirt

those r just the starin ppl who piss me off!!!!!!

gd lord

this play is like gonna suck at the moment........

ooo and im liek xtra pissed at my mom rite now.....all i ask is 2 g2 dannis 2 sleep over and g2 the movies 2 c the da  vinchi code with her nick and james and shes liek well ask ur father and im like wqtf hes not gonna say yes! and shes like well i dont think imma let u go.....she doesnt understand this concept of my havin a bf.........frikken hate EVERY1!!!!! cept nick danni and chelle................and katey........they didnt do nuthin rong............but i h8 every1 else

w/e

~*j vengeance*~